Friday, January 15, 2010
Its 2am and I can’t sleep too many things on my mind mostly thoughts of ‘taken guy’. As you can guess he’s got a girlfriend so he’s pretty of limits but I have a huge crush on him, he’s roughly 3 years older than me and has a lot of female friends and I work with him from time to time.
I feel as thought I get a lot of mixed signals from him for example one night when we were just talking he kept pulling me down to lay on the floor with him then he was running his hand through my hair and touching my face while we were talking.
I’m smart enough not to get involved with him while he’s in a relationship but still I really like him.
I have met his girlfriend when we were working and after one day she’s jealous of me??? Now that day I looked pretty bogan, I was wearing shorts and hot pink long thick sock with boots and on a 40 degree day in a hot shed, as you can imagine not so glamorous.
A few days after he told me that that night she woke him at 1.30am to tell him she was going to ‘go have a chat’ with me and tell me to ‘back off’.
So while we were kinda on the subject I asked him about the above mentioned ‘incident’ (the touching) he tells me that’s just him.
He’s not sleazy or a player or anything like that; he’s a real gentleman a beautiful soul.
So for the moment he’s like my best friend we talk like every night. I know when he’s fighting with his girlfriend and he knows when my family’s falling off the rails again. It’s like I’m a mystery to him, he can’t quite figure me out.
So any advice is always welcome…
For now I suppose there’s nothing I can really do…
2 comments:
You've got yourself a great friend there! If you can settle for an amazing friendship with him then hold onto it. If the 2 of you do get the chance to hook up later down the track, you can be sure you'll stay together forever. They say long and healty relationships are better if you are best of friends.
As for the g/f, she's showing signs of insecurity and i don't doubt those insecurities will be the undoing of her relationship with him.
Keep him close and enjoy every minute of his company -x-
thats along the lines on my thoughts, he asked me another question last night... he says 'trade her in ay now to find sum1 to take me'... and i don't wanna seem like i'm trying to break them up cos i know that wont go down well... so i try and give him good advice... but he keeps saying stuff like that... maybe its just cos he knows that i have a crush on him...
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